Wednesday, February 3, 2010


I feel very bleh. Going through the motions. Don't care about much at all. Very indifferent.

For the first time in a big election, I didn't vote yesterday. I always pride myself on voting. Yesterday I simply couldn't care less. I don't know why.

I'm feeling very down-in-the-dumps. Just bleh. Can't fully put my finger on it. Don't know if I care to. Just need time. For now just walking through life best I can. Pretending to feel normal. Putting on a happy face when I can.

Just want to crawl in a hole and hide.

Don't worry, I'll get over it.

Just give me a little time. In the meantime, more pretending-to-be-happy posting to come....


Christina T said...

I've been feeling the same way. Today whenever people asked me how I was doing I just said "fine" but the dreary day, tax season worries, etc. have just been making me feel as gray as the sky outside.

It is hard to pretend to be cheerful when you aren't really feeling that way. Sometimes I wish we could wear masks when we need to! I hope things get better for you and that the feeling of "bleh" will lift soon.

Thanks for commenting on my blog post by the way. I know that we have somewhat different taste in books. I used to read Karen Kingsbury and my name was always first on the list for her new books until I started the Baxter spin-off series that I just didn't care for as much. I liked When Joy Came to Stay, Waiting for Morning, and A Moment of Weakness.

I just read Angel's Den by Jamie Carie, a really good Christian fiction writer who does a lot of historical fiction.

Denise @ Sunflowers, Chocolate and Little Boys said...

Hang in there Rochelle...and pray, pray, pray. God Bless you!