Lyrica ended up not working out for me. It's frustrating because it's a medicine specific to help Fibromyalgia. But I was on a low dose because the higher dose (when it does the best work) made me too drowsy to live my life. Last night was my last pill of Lyrica. I'm feeling a little discouraged and frightened. I'm not sure where to go from here and my rheumatologist is not very helpful - another discouraging point.
There's a Fibro treatment place that I'd been hoping to get in touch with soon to see if they could help. Went back to their website and it's gone. Tried to call with the phone number I had and it's disconnected.
I feel hopeless, dejected, discouraged, scared, frustrated, upset, bitter, and sad today. But I know I can push through this because ultimately my hope is in the Lord. I have a future home in Heaven awaiting me where I will be perfect and spend eternity praising God for his marvelous works.
I don't know why I'm going through this, but I know that really doesn't matter. I want to let my pride fall down and allow God to fully do his work in and through me, whatever that may be.
Lord, today I am struggling. But I know you are my mighty King. You are my lord of Lords. You are my everything. Please help me to stay focused on you so that my challenges do not distract me from fulfilling your will for my life. You have called me to do something important and I want to be ready and willing to take on that task, without grumbling and without fear. I pray that the Holy Spirit would supernaturally energize me to push beyond these obstacles and keep pressing forward. I do not want to throw in the towel, but I admit to feeling defeated and I ask for your forgiveness. I pray for guidance, wisdom, and discernment in the next steps I need to take (whatever those may be, I pray you'll show me in your time not mine) and that I will step back and trust you for all my needs. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!