Really struggling through some things.
Need a break.
Cannot wait for our vacation week after next.
For today, just vegging. Processing. Praying. Crying.
Sobbed so hard last night on my drive home from a party that I was nearly choking.
Struggling.
Depressed.
Crying.
Making me physically ill.
Wanting to hide in a hole.
Wishing I could redo yesterday.
Today I am in a funk.
Today I don't like myself.
Today I hate Fibromyalgia.
Today I hate being a girl.
3 comments:
Oh, dear Rochelle. I understand... You will be in my thoughts and prayers the rest of the day. Try hard not to beat yourself up, you don't deserve what you are telling yourself. You are a child of God created in His image... rejoice, my friend.
Rochelle,
I am so very sorry that you are feeling this way~ Remember that the disease is not who you are...this is something that many of us with chronic illnesses struggle with~ Please know that you are a daughter of the King Most High and He loves you for who you are...and where you are in life! Lord I pray for strength for Rochelle and a peace in knowing that she is loved and appreciated and that You are holding her in Your Hands!
Blessings,
Vikki
Oh I'm so sorry you're going through this but you're a strong person and you can do it! Just get some rest and wait it out and maybe do somethign really nice for yourself.
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