I spent some spare time here and there over the past week and a half or so writing a very, very, very long post about all that's happened in the past few weeks.
As our lives turned upside down and we went through the hardest, darkest time of our lives - ironically also filled with the most joy.
And then last night as I moved my computer, it decided to just shut off. Despite having saved my post in blogspot, for whatever reason it didn't save. Nothing is left of my post. Nothing.
I am so discouraged and frustrated. I haven't had a lot of time lately to do things and every record I had of what transpired was here.
It's my mistake for not saving it somewhere else too. But still.
Anyway, I don't know when I'll get a chance to fully update you all or if I just need to do it shorthand. It's tough when your little guy only ever wants to be held during the day. And hold him I will. Before I know it, he's going to be 13 and not wanting to snuggle with mama.
So despite that I want to update you on our long hospital stay, huge medical bills, stress, over-exhaustion, being overwhelmed, ending up back in the hospital with high blood pressure caused by stress because of my son's 11 day stay in the NICU and nearly losing him... my baby will be grown before I can blink so I'm going to snuggle with him while I still can. Blog posts can wait.
Just know that he's great now and I'm better as well. :)